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"By pity `lightened The guileless Fool - Wait for him, My chosen tool"
Frater Achad
The Chalice of Ecstasy

"Do What Thou Wilt Shall Be The Whole Of The Law

An iv3 Sol 27° Capricorn, Luna 24° Sagittarius Dies Mercurii

Clear and colder than last night, burning sandalwood and two candles. Once again Rebecca cleared the circle before me with the Nu-Sphere. Also prepared with around 20 minutes of Asana in the Lotus.

Very good relaxation ritual followed by well experienced Nu-Sphere. Charging of the pentagrams powerful, could feel the vibrations. Followed by very powerful Star Sapphire. Tingling all over this time, felt fully charged. Average Middle Pillar Ritual with well visualized energy.

For projection drew the Fool, stepped through into field of golden grain, strolling through saw pyramid, golden. A sphinx door flickering into and out of sight became clear as I approached. Entered to see Ra-Hoor-Khuit seated on a throne. Saw Shini and picked him/her up. Fell to my knees and cried "Hail to thee Ra-Hoor-Khuit, O mighty one, O Ever-Coming Son. He reached forward, laid his hand on my head and said "Consecrate yourself unto me child, O Ever-Coming Sun". I picked up Shini and run it through my chest and lived ! Picked up my cup and caught my own blood and drank. (laying these implements on the alter as I went) Found my wand and placed it on the alter. Found my pantical and placed it n the alter. Alter glowed brilliant white and suddenly I was Ra-Hoor-Khuit then my astral self, then Ra-Hoor-Khuit and back again, then Credo Quia Absurdum.

Love is the Law, Love under Will"

From the journals of Frater Credo Quia Absurdum